Life is awesome

With life being crazy and all, sometimes we forget what we are very blessed with. I know I do. Every, freaking, day. I take life for granted each day and I don’t realize what is right in front of me. This post is going to be five things I’m feeling blessed for lately. 

1. My awesome friends.

Seriously, my friends are the coolest. They have my back through everything and always support me in the choices I make, the good ones at least. If i’m doing something stupid, they tell me so but not in a rude/mean way. They tell me now I friend should. I grew up with the “tough love” and I hated it. So it’s nice to have people that balance you out with the tough love, and actually telling you things..kindly. Ha.

2. The new Weeknd Album. 

As silly as that sounds to be 2nd on my list, I loooove The Weeknd. The man is amazing and blows my mind with every new song he comes out with.

3. Being healthy enough to do medical studies.

This also may sound silly also, but let me explain. The medical studies I do you have to be really healthy for. Nothing wrong with you; so when I go to the screenings for these studies, and I pass, it means I’m actually in good shape and healthy! Ha, actually i’m not in good shape whats-so-ever, but it’s nice to think. 

4. Moving in less than a month to a awesome college town.

I’m not going to college this year, and I honestly can’t decide if I want to go or not. But i’ve always wanted the college experience. So getting the chance to move to this college and hang out with my friends that are having this college experience, gives me the chance to experience with them. Also the fact that I have enough money to move out on my own and buy towels is awesome.. Yeah.. I GET TO BUY TOWELS!

5. The chance to start up this blog again.

I have missed so much being able to write out to you guys and share my awesome life. Also the fact of just writing again feels so good. I’ve never been the type to write out in a diary or anything like that, i’ve always felt more comfortable writing to the world and sharing my experiences with everyone and their brother. Maybe hoping someone, one day, will learn from my mistakes or high light moments. 

Well, thats all for today peeps. I am very thankful for the life I have even though somedays it may not seem like it. You all make it awesome. 

Making Some Extra Cash with Medical Studies!

Hey everyone! I'm baccccck!
Yeah, I know it's not really that exciting, but, ya know, here I am.

Today's post its tips & tricks to doing a medical study. If no one knows what a medical study is, you are taking a experimental drug, which can be FDA approved, or can not. Most people would be like...

"BUT?! OMG?! HANNAH ISN'T THAT SUPER DANGEROUS, WON'T I DIE?!" 

I can't promise that won't happen, but the only reason i've heard that could possibly happen is if you don't give them all your information, such as past medications you have taken, also any past medical history. You have nurses that watch you day and night to make sure you're okay, and that helps a lot. The place I go to do my medical studies, is AWESOME. It's in Kansas City though, if you would like to go up there and do it, hit me up and i'll tell you how to get hooked up with that. But enough with all of that, you may be wondering, why are you doing the medical studies? One, you help the future of medication so, so, so much. Two, you make some serious cash off it. My last one I did, I made $5,000 in one month. I don't know about you, but I like that for just laying in bed. Here is some fact's about the medical study, and what you shall do!

1. TELL THEM EVERYTHING
I can't stress this one enough. Do it. Serious things could possibly happen if you don't.

2. Drink tons and tons of water
One, it will help them draw blood easier and they won't have to poke your arm 10 times to find a vein. Two, you will be in bed a lot, at least that's how it was on my one. So drink it up.

3. Bring things that entertain you.
Again, you will most likely be in bed a lot, and if you aren't then you will still be in a building that is normally really boring.

4. If you are allowed to get up and walk around, be back in bed in time for your blood draws and whatever else. 
Pretty much explains itself, they get pretty upset if you aren't in bed the time you're suppose to. You can also possibly get money subtracted from your check if you aren't there on time.

5.  Enjoy your time there.
You can make some new friends there, and meet some awesome people. You're also getting paid for it. Take it as a vacation and enjoy your time just getting to lay there.

Thats all! If you have any more questions don't feel shy to ask me!

Back at it.

Wow. 
Like seriously, Wow. 
If you would of asked me about two years ago I would still be running a blog called My Lovely, But Crazy Life! Still being horrible at writing, and acting daily like my life was perfectly fine. But it wasn't, right after my last post on there my life changed so much. I graduated high school, my dad got sick, photography was taking my life over, and every day something new was happening.
Some, I was proud for.
Some, I wasn't.
For the past 2 years I have been more stressed then I ever have in my life. You know what? It's my own fault. I didn't want to change my life, I liked the fact when people felt bad for me. It was a awful, awful, thing to do. But till recently, like this week, I realized I need to stop.
I want to be happy.
I want to be proud of the life I'm living.
The problem is, no matter how hard I try, I can never see the good things in it. So here we go, this is what is awesome in my life, I'm going to write it down, stick it on my forehead, and look at it every-freaking-day.

1. I get to do something I love everyday.
2. I'm healthy.
3. I'm free.
4. I get to travel, and see new places that some people won't ever have the chance of seeing.
5. I have family, and I have friends.
6. I have pizza and mac & cheese. Also I have mac & cheese pizza.
7. I have wifi. (This should make me the happiest person alive)
8. I make a good income.
9. The only worries I honestly have, are only the ones I keep making up in my head.
10. Finally, I have you people. I have this blog.

I am seriously SO pumped to get back in front of the computer to write out all feelings I have. I would write it out on paper, but my handwriting sucks, so theres that.
So stick around if you're reading this, even more so if you are going through what I am, because we will get through this together.
I pinky promise that.