I'M MOVING!!

I have something very very excited to share today on my blog. I’m Moving! Well, just moving houses. I’m staying in my home town but I am moving into my own home (kinda) with my boyfriend Stephen! I wanted to wait till I put the deposit down on the home before I posted on here, but we put it down on Friday & we are both very excited to take this next step in life together. The home is a 3 bedroom duplex, but it has the garage in the middle of the duplex’s so it feels like it’s own home! We both love it very very much and it’s going to be awesome to have our own office space and a big place to roam and do stupid things. Since I’m finally moving It’s going to be easier now to shoot my videos and feel motivated to write which was one of the biggest factors of us moving. I wanted a place that I could make my own, and also film and be me in. So, below are pictures of our new place! I hope you enjoy it as much as I do!

Soon I will actually make a vlog when we move in, so watch out for that house tour!

3 Perfect Model Shoot Outfits!

I've wanted to shoot with Kimber for what seems like forever & a day. Finally, we got the chance to meet up and shoot! These are a few of my favorites from that day, even though there is way more than this! Enjoy!

1 Year Goal List

It's been another minute since I have written on here because I've been going through a rut and still trying to find myself. I'm finally pulling myself out of that rut, though because I'm going back to a job that makes me happy. To add on that, I'm going to start being around people and doing things that make me nothing but happy. I came across some REALLY old pictures of me. I'm talking 7th-grade pictures (they really are scary.) It took me a while to realize it from finding those, was that I use to think I was so depressed because I stayed inside all day; but I really wasn't. I'll tell you the reason why because at that moment that's all I wanted to do with my life. I wanted to sit on my computer, play my video games and be in an online world where I could talk to people all over the world. But that isn't me anymore, I'm not the same person, and that has taken me forever and a day to realize that.


So to get to the lovely point I'm trying to make; I have things I want to do and I'm not going to let anyone hold me back. If you are a little bit of a negative person, or you are holding me back, I'm not going to let that affect me. I've always tried to make others happy, and for a year, I want to try to make me happy first. Being in this rut has really taken a toll on my body, my motivation, my relationships with friends and my personal one, and I just don't feel as successful as the time I was when I first started a blog, back on my old one.

So here it is. Here is my goal list for a year from now. Starting right now, at this second, I'm going to work my best to make this list come true. I understand things may change on it, or some things may end up being impossible because that's how the universe works. But, you gotta hope for the best.


1. Spend my 21st Birthday in Vegas.
2. Fill up 3 books full of watercolors and drawings.
3. Go to at least 4 concerts.
4. Vlog much as possible.
5. Move into a place for me & Stephen.
6. Post at least once a week on my blog & YouTube.
7. Stop waiting on things. Make it happen.
8. Try meditation each day.
9. Try cleaning my face more.
10. Learn new makeup ideas; come up with my own.
11. Read as many books as I can in a year.
12. Go back to the beach.
13. Travel out of the country.
14. Invest in a better camera.
15. Travel to the mountains.
16. See LA.
17. Invest in more crystals.
18. Give my family & friends the best Christmas they have ever had from me.
19. Explore new stores.
20. Try every beer Stephen loves (this is a silly one to me, but he loves them so I want to experience something he loves.)
21. Beat Stephen at Leauge, a lot.
22. Get a healthier diet.
23. Take care of my body.
24. Dress up almost every day (this is gonna be a hard one.)


I will, of course, update you guys on how my journey is going, and if I find new things I want to add, I will add them.

A lot can happen in one year, so let's go!

Why I've Fallen out of Love with Photography.

This is a very touchy convo. I know there are many people in the world that would love to be able to produce the photography that I do, and also have the knowledge that I do on the subject. I started at a very young age and have always had a passion for shooting things that sometimes the eye/mind doesn't realize it's looking at. The angles, the beauty, and the meaning that can be behind a stunning photo.

Now, I'm not the person that normally sticks to one thing; as bad as that sounds. I love change, and I fall in love each and every day with how there are so many things to experience. If I stick with something for a great amount of time, you know I love that thing. I had one job that I loved, till something came along that I thought was going to be more exciting and new to me, and I left that job for Sephora. Don't get me wrong, I love makeup, and I always will. But you can check out the post here that I talk about why retail isn't for a person like me.

Back to the topic, though, we were talking about photography, right? Right. I have done photography since I was young, and the damn thing was my favorite forever and a day. I started my business around 3 years ago, and it went full force since then. But why did I fall out of love with photography? Because I took to much of it on at once.

I never understood why people charged so much for pictures, till this started happening. When you charge less, you take on a lot of people, then those people don't understand that you also had 10 more shoots that same week. I can't say everyone was like that, though, I've experienced some awesome people along the way. I am thankful for you because you are the reason I just haven't up and sold my camera and gave it all up together. So, I am here for anyone that is getting into the business to tell you that if you really love it, don't let people walk all over you. If you make a mistake, yeah, fix it and offer whatever you can to fix it. Life happens, you can't change that, and you're going to have the people that don't understand. But that's okay because there is going to be people that do.

Charge the price you really think your work and photography is worth, and you will attract the right clients and some that will stick around with you forever. Don't let the bad parts get you down, just keep pushing along. Trust me, if you need a break from it, take a break. I can't name how many times I've taken a break. Yes, I've lost clients from it, but it gave me the time I needed to really breathe and focus on my wants and needs than focusing on what other people want all the time.

Thank you to the clients that keep me still going to this day, but I have fallen out of love with photography. If you're getting into the business, the best of luck to you. Just remember to put your put down, and focus on what's best for you.

The whole point of this business is to focus, so you got to do that.

Life Update & Such!

Hey guys! I haven't been posting on here in a minute because i've been so busy with a lot of things! First thing, is that I put up a new vlog which you can check out here. Second thing, i've been planning my vegas birthday trip! my birthday is still awhile away, but I always like planning trips ahead so I can save for them way ahead. It's always worked out better for me that way, and I'm thinking about writing out a post over how I plan for trips! Third, I got another new job, I know, I change new jobs every month, but I'm finally going back to what I'm comfortable with and enjoy. So I'm very excited! Plan on seeing a lot more posts from me, and don't forget to check out my vlog!

Dealing with Anxiety & Panic Attacks

Hey guys! New video up on my channel that I'm pretty proud of! Check it out!